I can relate to that! The longest ever period I let my beard grow without trimming it was a month. I’ve always felt that when my beard reaches a certain length, that’s when I begin to freak out and think that I am beginning to not take care of myself. That’s why I can’t grow it any longer than this certain length.
However, the process does teach you so much about patience and consistence! It may also teach you how to actually love and enjoy the process, rather than the final product.
Keep growing!